NEITHER AN OPPORTUNIST NOR A SCAVENGER ______, you know i have just coined that for i wont want to risk your marriage,if not for that i will give your real name and your man could go to blazes,but what joy will it do me if the one i love so much, the one i will love forever gets kicked out or disgraced? I wont do that. You might have heard i am getting married, but my fiance wont know that your engagement ring will be in my breast pocket and my hand will be on your ring while i sign the register. You may not know what went wrong, you may never know how low your dad played and how mean and crude your mom's thoughts were. They are hell free to think of whatever they conjure in the infantile brains, but god knows i am neither an opportunist nor a scavenger.I didnt take your virginity when you pleaded, i didnt pull a fast string on you when you were desperate to get married with me, i wasnt interested in those pictures of your father's newly built houses, i wasnt and wont ever be interested, i have my palms, i have always toiled, and the almighty has never left me alone. I am only sad when i know that for the rest of your life you wont be able to take me out of your mind,and you know that you are my heart and that means i will only forget you when the mighty shock finally comes and puts a stop to this suffering. I am sad to know that you are always in search of news about me. I am sad to know that you wont know why leaving was the only option i had, you will be sad to know that the game was played and we became the puppets. The only regret i have is that i wont ever have you. No one will know who i mean until you read this page and letter by chance. Should you read this, ring me and you know i will be yours. the love letter collection