ONE WAY TO FORGET: LEAVE THE COUNTRY!

my friend is my love, its been a long time since the last time i ever saw him beside me.i miss his gentle touch and care. i miss those days that we're together.when he embrace me tight i feel comfort. i had the strength when he's by my side but why my friend you live me? is that because you know i love you already? its not hard to fall to some one like you!

i felt this when you court the girl on our class. you often go home with her rather than me. you bring her bag and umbrellas too.i hate to see those moments of you and her coz i feel really jealous.i know that you only love me as a best friend,you even tell me how much you love her,even though im really hurt i just hide the pain

.but then my birthday comes, its my 18th birthday. you were invited ofcourse but yet you still bring your girl...its a hard time for me to see you with your girl on my 18th birthday, so i drink hard and even get drunk. as the party gets over and you are going back home i run at your back and hug you so tight. you look straight in my eyes and ask me whats wrong?

i cant stop my self to tell my real emotions to you. so i start to tell you this words:"i love you from the start but yet you dont recognize it." you and your girl stare at each other and after a few minutes you talk:"im sorry my friend you are just a friend for me nothing more nothing less". you and your girl walk away and leave me beyond sadness.

since that day you havent visit me in the house or even call me. then i just heard the news that you and your girl were getting merried.i was really shocked by that news and still cant get out of my love for you, so i decided to left our country to forget you!!

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