PLEASE FORGIVE ME

you might think I love you.

I don't love you
only because I am incapable of love.
in other words, I might as well love you
you are the most important person in my life right now.

I can't promise that you will remain so important,
so I try to keep my distance, and keep you invulnerable.

I will be loyal to you forever.
I can't love, but I can do that.

know you can ask anything of me
now, or fifty years from now.

I will drop everything, I will do it.

right now I am angry.
but my sweet darling,
this has nothing to do with you.

Please forgive me,
I am not a good person.

but now, I am yours.