SKELETONS IN THE PAST

 

I love you but I think this is the end of the road for us. If I stay in this relationship, no matter how I keep on hoping for something good to come out of it, I know it's going to get worse.

It took me sleepless nights to weigh things over and come up with a decision. I think it took someone from your past to open my eyes. It's not that I believe in hearsays or rumors but the downside of being in this relationship prevailed, thus this decision.

I am sorry that I have to give up so soon, It is not that I distrust you its just that you made it difficult for me to hold on. I still believe that you would not do things that would hurt me, at least not intentionally.

You may not believe this but a girl needs reassurance sometimes which I don't get lately. Maybe its my fault because I was not too open on how I strongly feel about you, but I was more concerned about what you are going through and I understand that there are things you could not provide me, even if you want to, under the circumstances you are in.

One factor that has kept me uncomfortable was your skeletons in the past. Your previous relationships, though you repeatedly said are over, put some strain on me. I'm not stopping you from having contacts with them, I won't and can't tell you what to do. But I know that you will not turn your back on them, for reasons that are not clear to me.

Seeing you only at least once a week is already painful but me getting in the middle of your previous relationships breaks my heart all the more. I know you are a very caring and compassionate person and this is probably the most painful and heartbreaking decision I've made in my life, but I'm willing to endure the pain to make things easier for you.

I wish you all the happiness and please don't settle for someone who is not good for you, because inspite of everything you deserve all the best because you are a good person.

I want us to remain friends you can just call me if there is anything you need. I will miss you so much and I will be always grateful for all the good things you have done for me.

I believed in your own way you loved me too, and I thank you for that. I will never forget you but I'm really really sorry I have to end this.

 

 

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