Dear _____,

Wow 20 years later and what do we do is hop in the sack together. Again I have never done anything like that before. But you created feelings in me that I never thought would come back after all these years.

I feel really sad, that once again we are like two ships that keep passing each other and I don't know if we will ever finally run aground at the same time.

You are still a wonderful man, you have changed so very little, other than you look more handsome today than you did back then!

I also need to say that I feel absolutely horrible about what you're dealing with right now. Please forgive me for it was never my intention to create such a distressing mess for you! But then again, I am not sorry that it happened and admit, that in the back of my mind that I knew that it probably would.

I was so absolutely amazed at what you remembered about me! My god we were kids, and I didn't know that I still have the same mannerism. You also have the same mannerisms. When your thinking hard you have that way of masking your eyes (that by the way is very sexy, and I have never met a man who could do that.). When something dawns on you, your face just lights up. You always were a sensitive, caring. Loving individual and that hasn't changed one bit! I envy your wife being able to see that every day! I hope she knows who she has with her. Because if she doesn't she is missing out on a lot!

You put butterflies back in my stomach. I forgot what that felt like. I don't know if I have ever felt like that with anyone since or will ever again.

We will probably never speak again, let alone see each other. I have no regrets, other than what we did created a horrible situation for you and for that I am truly sorry. There is a spot in my heart that will always belong to you, and I need to close that spot and turn it off. If I don't I will forever stay single and I don't want that.

Please continue to be as good to your wife as you were to me last night.

All my love and affection,

[submitted 05/12/03]