SPRINKLERS IN THE PARK

Dear _____,

Hey Sexy, how your life today? I'm fellin' ok. I took my kids to the park today. The whole time I was there I was wishing you were there. I hate the fact that you are locked up and I cant see you. It would have been nice to have some adult conversation for once. I could imagine you there walking hand in hand with me, talking, kissing and watching the kids play. ____ never does stuff like that with us.

I find myself doing that a lot, comparing him to you. You always had such a lust for life and he is so hum- drum and boring. All he ever does is sit around and complain. Hell, on his days off he doesn't even get out of bed. He sits there and watches tv all day. But he is exactly what I wanted, the opposite of you. I am so stupid for letting you go.

Today I kept thinking about the day we met. I rememeber taking you to the south side and then going to that school to wait for you with ____ and ______. While we were there the sprinklers came one and we started playing in them and that was about the time you showed up. I had so much fun that day. You had me hooked from day one. I wanted you then , now, and always.

I know you did the things you did becuase you had your head in the "clouds". I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough to deal with your addiction. I was scared and I gave up on you. That is something I will regret for the rest of my life. But evertime I see sprinklers in park or school yard I will see you, the man my heart belongs too.

Always Yours,
Blue Eyes