THAT'S POWER DARLING


Sometimes you scare me my love. There are times when our thoughts are so similar that I have to wonder if you are truly real. But, that is a blessing and a curse. Our "wavelength" goes into hatred for me sometimes. I hate what you have done darling. We share so much, and you are such a blessing in my life. Soon, in a matter of months, you are going to be my wife. But I still hate a part of you.

We have been over this. I said I forgave you, and I did. But a part of me still hates that little bit of your past. There is no such thing as half-forgiveness is there, my love? Why didn't you wait for me? If we share the same thoughts as much as I think we do, how could you not know that I would one day eventually find you? Didn't your self respect mean anything to you? You had to have known that some day it would.

That's power darling, and that's the past, and it and they are irrevocable and irreversible. I am glad you have changed. I am so very glad that things did not progress between us that night. You are beginning to believe in yourself again darling. Please continue to make me proud. I will always love you, just as I do now mi prometida.

[submitted 03/03/04]
the love letter collection