THE FANTASY OF YOU


I don't know what my biggest fear is -- You never knowing how much you actually mean to me, or me never actually knowing you. It kills me that we've never met, and that I don't even know what your voice sounds like. I could call you, but what would we talk about? My nerves would prevent me from thinking of anything interesting, and what kind of first impression would that be? I want to hug you and kiss your hair, and just be young and in love without any worry or doubt in my mind. I regret ever meeting him. It's not that he isn't wonderful, I just don't feel the same way that I do when I think about you. I wish this could all be easier, with you here and all the romanticism or burdens of the term "long-distance relationship" removed from our lives. I just want to love and feel loved by you.


the love letter collection
submitted 9:50 PM EST
Tuesday, April 27, 2010