He may have broken my heart, but I must admit, when I looked into your eyes I saw something. That first day, I saw that he was him, because of you. I watched both of you, and saw how little he seemed as he sat beside you, as you both moved and smiled and laughed. It scared me. It scared me because I loved him, truely, and still do, yet you were still able to stir such feelings inside of me. You were the only one the entire time I spent in his arms that could have even caught my eye.

I dont know that this will ever be anything. I would very much like it to be, but I understand the way things are, and what you are looking for, and what our situation is. All I can say, is through all my hurt and pain, you were the only one who was able to make me smile, who could get me to move on, and not even realize you had done so. I have to say thank you, and despite that I hardly even truely know you, I would like to.

thank you for the unknowing love you shared

[submitted 05/24/03]