My dearest __________,

I am driven, no compelled to speak to you... to convey to you...that for which you seem incapable to send. I want you to understand this one thing, I do so care for you, about you and that for which moves you... to understand you... I care about and for you, and I have the inkling it's going to stay this way.

I am truly stunned and in wonderment at which lies within you, your heart, so giving... but your mind perpetrates its prick within you... all the time, and I wish there was more I could do for you, but I realize it is a losing wish. And therefore I am perpetually wishing I could spend more time with you, call you, or even talk to you... but you proceed to push me away… tis well with me.... I've no want or desire to stagnate you. I keep myself at bay, because it is what you, and sadly the want from within you need... and I see and sense this...always... coming from you.

I Love You. I love every little thing about you... your sexy smile, the sound of your voice, the magic in your eyes. I love your gentle touch and the warmth I feel at your side ... I love dreaming about you. And letting go with you. I love each and every once-in-a-lifetime moment I share with you. Today, tomorrow, forever. My words will have shown you how lonely I am. I cannot eat, I see few people, and take my walks alone, and at every beautiful spot I wish you were there. I can't help loving you more than is good for me; I shall feel all the happier when I see you again. If I see you again...

I am always conscious of my nearness to you; your presence never leaves me. In you I have a measure for every woman, for everyone; in your love a measure for all that is to be. Not in the sense that the rest of the world seems obscure to me, on the contrary, your love makes it clear; I see quite clearly what men are like and what they plan, wish, do and enjoy; I don't grudge them what they have, and comparing is a secret joy to me, possessing as I do such an imperishable treasure. Adieu, you whom I love a thousand times.

[submitted 08/26/03]