The world is spinning, i can feel defeat. when will you stop me? why can't i sleep? why does my throat close whenever you speak? my eyes directed down when your gaze falls upon me...that bashfull smile..it drives me wild!

i know you see me but you don't admit it...you stopped caring so long ago it seems.

you laugh; we joke. i want you so badly . this tension, it kills me. my unspoken attraction is enough to fill up volumes. I'm giving up. i just can't do it i can't hold this torch for you. if you drop it i'm afraid i will burn until your fire consumes me.

you tease me when you smile...you tease me when you shout..you tease me all the days i watch you from afar. walking down the hallway...glancing to my left..i see you talk to that pretty girl. your manerisms are your theft.

You've stolen my heart..you'll steal hers too. she doesn't know what shes in for. you'll break her heart when you go away. still i feel the overwhelming desire to hurt her. call her slut. all because you don't want me.

when will i learn? i have to let you go. i need my sanity..i need the peace. i wish with all my heart and soul to just let you go. but still i'm here..loving you so. I am a teenager with an unrequited crush

[submitted 05/27/03]