impossible love,

i know u and i are soul mates there is no question about wheather or not we can make it u know that i am the women u need, but i'm not the women u married.

I know u have a committement to family what about ours, we have a beautiful little girl that u see once a year by a decision i made without u. but y do she have to suffer for my mistake. and how long is your wife going to punish u for falling in love with another women, and having a beautiful child with her.

i sorry for all the pain i put u through but what about me. I love u and nothing is going to change that. i only wished u would realize that your other family love u and need your support too.

i remember when u thought i was going to leave u and u told me how u really feel, if only i could turn back the hands of time i would have never let her upset me like that. i only i could turn back the hands of time u and i would not be at a distant that we couldn't talk.

see u is like the wind beaneth my wings, my heart jump several times at the sound of your voice. if only u knew how deep my love still is for u there would be no need for any of the things we go through.

my heart aches and only u can help me stop it. ilove you with all my heart and i havent stop loving u. please understand i did what i thought was best at the time.

if u really love me like u said then please come back to me and let me hold u one more time. and let me tell you how much i love u.

[submitted 05/13/03]