Dear ______,

This is yet another letter I cannot, will not, let myself send to you. I love you, and I'm hurting so much right now because of it.

I am so scared that you're going to crush my heart into a million pieces without even realizing it. Can you promise me that you won't? I don't think you can.

You know, it's been awhile that I've been with you...and I still get that electric feeling jolt up my arm when we sit next to each other and our pinkies touch. I have never, ever felt that before with any other person.

I love just being with you, even when we're doing nothing but standing in the garage working on your cars. (Okay, when you're working on your cars and I'm watching...).

I love being able to walk up to you and put my arms around you and kiss you and feel your body RIGHT THERE next to me.

I love falling asleep with you next to me. I feel so, so, safe, like nothing could ever hurt me again.

Except for you.

I love you.

xoxo,
Me

[submitted 04/15/02]