My Love, You don't know that I love you,
and for rediculous reasons I am unable to tell you.
You are my best friend, and you were once my lover,
but when you let me down I put an end to all that.
It wasn't easy for me, and I'm sure it's not easy for you either,
but how can I tell when you show no emotion,
I made this decision and you didn't even question it,
you just said ok, so in that respect I do know that you don't and didn't love me.
If you had you would have faught to keep us together.
And now I feel its too late to get what we had back.
I want it back so badly,but I won't be used by you or any other.
my heart has been broken too many times.
if there was a way, if you can show me a sign that you do want me,
this is no time to be afraid,we have lost so much time already.
just know this, I have always loved you, and I will always love you,
my best friend, my Husband.

[submitted 11/03/03]