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WHY
DO YOU WAIT As I sit here thinking of you and thinking about our lives and what we use to do together. We had a lot of good times and A LOT of bad times. We had so many fights in the past three years and I can't even count how many times we have hurt each other in the past. Even though, we had so many fights and so many name-calling, I know one thing that Iām sure of is that I CAN'T see my life without you in it and I realize how much I miss you. I know you have a heart when you write me these letters expressing the way you feel and saying compassionate words to me. So, just please tell me WHY is it you do the things you do to me? WHY do you wait to tell me how you fell when we're apart from each other? It's so hard for me to be apart from you, even when it's only for a short while. Iāll see something I wish I could share with you, experience something new, and wish you could be part of it. But I hope you know that even when weāre not together, I'm always thinking of you and my heart and my body is ONLY with you. During the day, you're with me in thought, so that when ever I see something I think youād enjoy, in a special way youāre sharing it with me. And at night, I fall asleep dreaming of how wonderful it will feel to be back in your arms. Everyday that weāre apart, I'm looking forward to when weāll be together again, so I can show you how much I missed you and I how much I love you. I tell you so many times that you and our son are the most important people in my life and I can't live without either of you. You'll always be the only one for me, until the day that I die. My only ambition in life is to make it with you and raise our son to be a strong and wealthy man. So please realize that no matter what happens in my life, this is always how I will truly feel about you. Please donāt ever have doubts about our relationship and please don't ever have doubts on how I feel about you. I love you and miss you very much. God Bless you! Love your future wife
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03/26/04]
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