_____, why are you feeling low regarding your attractiveness? I think you are the most attractive man I can ever hope to meet, in all aspects. A fellow pervert can understand you in totality...true, but there are no dearth of perverts...may be not our kind though!

I love you for everything...way you patronized me during our initial interactions, way you wanted to discipline me, way you tore my reviews to shreds, the way you say ‘Momo’ when you come, way you inspire me to explore myself, way you want to make me yours, way you worry about me, way you get mad at me, way you want to piss on me, way you want to treat my ass and lick my pussy, way you say I moan like your long gone cat, way you get hard talking to me...

I was thinking and _____, promise me you wouldn't let another man touch me. Even in a fantasy. I can probably even accept a woman if you insist but never a man. Just wanted to let you know. Do I sound foolish? I probably am.

I remembered you telling me once long back that you would chose the man who would sleep with me for your pleasure. I realized I won't be able to cooperate in such a scenario. I couldn't imagine anyone else even in my fantasy...tried to imagine Adonis but couldn't put together a body or a face other than yours.

Wanted to check out whether I could stand the test if you ever pose it in front of me. I am afraid you might find this as unattractive and decide to desert me. Would you, _____?

I am being honest here. Please tell me the truth.

[submitted 05/13/03]