WORDS UNSAID AND UNDONE


Dear ____,

Ive been trying to find the right words that could make you understand why I should be doing this, but to no avail. Even I cannot comprehend why it should be this way. All I know is that I have to do this.

I might regret this day for the rest of my life knowing that Im letting go of what I believe is true love. It hurts deeply coz I have learned to live my life with you as part of it. I'll surely miss your company, the sleepless nights talking over the phone, the words you softly whispered over and over yet I never get tired of listening. To others we were fools losing track of time, spending minutes talking nonsense. But for me, I know were just two people in love.

I want you to know that you've done nothing wrong. In fact, you've done done so much in keeping this relationship amidst all the objections.

You may blame me for being so weak. I admit I am. I can go on writing this forever, still I dont know if you can comprehend the reasons why I am doing this.

_____, with you I feel complete. And I know I'll be living the rest of my life feeling this emptiness only you can fill.

These past days has been so wonderful coz I had spent it with you. It was the best times of my life. You make me laugh without really trying. I feel comfortable talking with you and I dont feel any restrictions. Our love seemed without effort. It just came so naturally. Ive known you for just a few months yet it seemed like I've known you all my life.

Im in pain. It hurts so much coz I never want to let go. Im so sorry for the broken promises. I just hope you wont hate me for this. Please dont. I really dont want to see you hurt, but there's no easy way of saying goodbye.

Still i dont have enough words to console you. Im just so sorry. I know I have caused you pain. Im so sorry for the things and words unsaid and undone.

I love you so much and goodbye.

[submitted 02/06/04]
the love letter collection